Thursday, September 21, 2006
ytd mama re-admitted into sgh again. haiz. stupid lahz. reach there around 10+ in the morning. then they say no bed for her. was like wtf. still asked us 2.30 then come back check if there's any vancancy. so many hrs wan us to do wat sia. then i suggested to bring mama out for shopping. lucky they still asked if need to help us keep luaggage anotz. if not we will b carrying them walking around like idiots.
we went suntec coz IMF ma then not so many ppl. shop around. wan to buy pants for mama but couldnt found any. then went swensen for lunch. mama favourits black pepper spag. damn full. then bought an alarm clock for mama. all paid by jie jie. =)) sorri ar coz i still studying no money lor. hmm then back to sgh. lucky they got bed for mama liaoz. but this time round is at blk 7. usually is at blk 5. but we found out tat blk 7 is much much more better than blk 5. haha. blk 7 got onli class B2 de ward. though its fan de but oso got air con de. lol. gd hor.
today she is starting her first chemo session. b4 starting the session. she muz go insert 1 in-line tube at her chest. can u imagine those normal put at hand de is already so painful, then now is at ur chest. i bet u sure cry. we aint there for her while she was wheel in to insert the tube. fuck. coz got to settle home stuff b4 we can go down to hos.
reach hos around 12plus. she waasnt at her bed. the nurse said she was over the other side. so we went over to c how is she. cant c her coz curtain was close. after a while she come out. her eyes was red. straight i knew she cry. i can feel the pain in her. went she saw us she din drop any tears. i noe she dun wan us to worry. she told us tat they had 4 jabs of ma zui yao for her. imagine the pain k. then she went for x-ray to c if the insert is alrite. luckily its alrite if not muz insert again. thanks god.
we try to joke with her so as to relief her pain. around 3pm the nursse came. told her need to insert another tube at her hand. she was so scared. stupid nurse din check properly then say need poke needle again. slap u ar. after tat then they noe that mama had an in-line tube on her chest liao so no need poke on the hand. they started to drip the chemo drug for her.
after 2-3months. she muz change the in-line tube de place again. she heard liao was like HUH!! haiz. its so heart pain. dearest mum, pls bear with it. yu tian hen kuai jiu yao guo le. jia you
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